Sash Says Schemey Shit: Endgame/Endofmygame

[sash]

        Well I've made it to the top 8. The pagonging has continued. It's tough to look at the memory wall and see that the three people I trusted the most coming into the merge are the three people voted out at it. It also shows that the other side doesn't particularly see me as a challenge or jury threat.  I just proved them right about challenges in this one, I was reallllly slow. Embarassing level. It doesn't matter. I have a feeling Morgan might win immunity, but unless she gets an idol, that's really bad for me. If she doesn't, I'm hoping to steer the consensus to voting her off. If she does, a new plan is in action.

    I've been talking a lot with Nick and Ciera, and they're not stupid. They know that Gabe/Burton/Danni are a tight three and are gonna stick together. Which means that Kim Nick and Ciera are the other three, with Morgan and I on the far fucking outskirts. Not a great position, but I've got a shot. I feel really awful that Coach is gone, I really was just hoping it wasn't me. So anyway, I need to work with Ciera and Nick. Ciera talked about forming a 4 of me/nick/ciera/kim, and that is my goal. I don't think they want to go to f7 with morgan as the swing vote because Morgan's a fucking wild card. So hopefully if Morg gets immunity, then they realize they HAVE to make a move now. And we move to take out Danni or Gabe.

So I think if Morgan wins immunity this round is gonna decide it for me. Do i play or do i walk out of here.

[sash]

So last night at like 4 am I woke up because it was a really bad storm so I finally had a chance to talk to Nick, who is never fucking on because of his time zone. Not his fault, but it worked out. He says he wants to make a move this round and get Danni out, but he is as unsure as ever, telling me not to get my hopes up. He says he would count on me to get Morgan's vote for this move.

But now, Danni has approached morgan and I about knocking out Ciera this round. And this is what I want to do. Ciera is a huge threat in this game, and has much more of a shot to win than Danni. Me and Morgan can flip back next round to take out Gabe. I just hope that finally someone might fucking be for real. If i go I'll be dissapointed and I also think it would be a really dissapointing story of the merge. It's been boring. Let's fucking shake it up.

[sash]

So danni, burton, gabe, morgan, and I are in an alliance. And I think the vote is gonna be Kim. I wouldn't be surprised at all if its bullshit but I'm putting my confidence into getting her out. Hope I'm here.
Sash

[Natalie]

Work it Sash <3

[sash]

I'm feeling more and more like I'm being played. Hmm.

[sash]

Ciera says gabe Burton Danni are voting me. Is that their ploy to the 3 on the outs or is that for real. Plus Morgan. Wouldn't be surprised if Morgan votes me with them. I hope that five could actually work, but I could just be getting played. Chance I will switch vote to Morgan. When is deadline?

[Host JFP]

12 EST

[sash]

There is a REAL possibility everyone i, this game is playing me, absolutely everyone. And it could be unanimous. But Fuck I hope not I'm having fun

[sash]

Updates:
Nick is mad at me
Morgan + the three orchestrated a switch to Ciera. I feel better about tonight, worse about long term