Post by hali on Jul 1, 2015 1:42:41 GMT
this is a bit of a retrospective since everything has already happened but SERIOUSLY
ACE
IS
AN
IDIOT
like I figured since it was pretty much him and I versus the world over here I'd tell him about my idol to let him know I was REAL and that I had his back. he tried rallying everyone against Rodney for the vote and seemed to legitimately believe that everyone was with him, which..
..so anyway today I received official word from Morgan that I was actually the target (SURPRISE! not) and Shirin all but confirmed it, which forced me into playing my idol an hour before deadline. I knew they'd probably throw a vote or two at Ace out of idol fear so I tried to get Ace to vote Whitney with me so that we could at least possibly tie it in case of a split, but he blathered on about how he'd talked at length with Sash, Shirin and Coach and that he was certain they weren't lying to him, and he didn't want to make himself look shady by changing his vote from Rodney. he accused me and Morgan of being paranoid and "too worried" and pretty much sealed his own fate by being ridiculously trusting of people who have never included him in shit at all. god bless. goodbye.
anyway I'm obviously in a super shitty spot right now LOL but Morgan/Gabe claim they're gonna try to throw the next challenge to keep me safe until merge which everyone seems to think will be at 12. I'm starting to think I should have just jumped ship with Morgan because this tribe really does suck and I can't deal with any of the people over here but it's TOO LATE FOR THAT NOW. just gotta power on
it's 100% my fault that i'm leaving, i didn't put any effort whatsoever in as far as social bonds go and i probably deserved to leave even earlier than this tbh. to the baes 
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