Sash Says Schemey Shit: Del Tre

[sash]

Hi.
So...I'm not gone.


I want to apologize for my descent into paranoid acceptance of defeat yesterday. I reeeealllly thought I was getting the boot. Of course, no, my alliance was there for me, and everything worked out. I worry though that in my paranoia I may have scared off my own alliance mates. I certainly hope not. So the vote came in 7-2 Vince over me. Because Vince fucking self-voted. What the living fuck. What the living fuck. What the living fuck. He came into this game as a returnee, so he obviously must have given a shit to get in and then at our first tribal, he dissapears and gets the boot. What the living fuck. I don't really care, because I'm not gone. However, Ace and Morgan threw votes my way. Whatever, I didn't really have a relationship with them.

Ace: Hey sash, sorry for voting for you duuude (paraphrased)

Morgan: Hey sash, FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU (paraphrased, but not really)

What ace did was kind, unnecessary, but playing the game and that was really appreciated.
Morgan quit our tribe chat, is now telling everyone that I have deals with everyone, and her signature is incredible. Seriously, if you read this after the game, <3. You are entertaining!
I'm not sure what exactly I did to warrant like...this level of hatred. Whooaaa


She said I had deals with 4 on my tribe and 3 on the other.

Is it bad to be aligned with 4 people on a 9 person tribe? Thats a fucking majority, bitch

Sure, I said, hey lets watch each others back if we're on the same tribe, but thats not some fucking F2 deal shit. I haven't really spoken to anyone on Read since the tribe picks so...I don't know.

I'm really new at this, so maybe what I did was bad. But like, I think Morgans done or trying to play up some character to get herself farther. I'm pretty sure I did not  warrant this level of fucking freak out. But genuinely sorry Morgan if I've ruined your ORG experience. Also, feel better!

Ok anyway.....



    Immediately after the vote Coach came to me and asked if Vince was next. And I think he is. I hope that our five (Two Queens and Three Knights) realize that we can hold the majority and all make the swap if we don't do anything stupid. Praying my paranoia doesn't set off Shirin and Coach. Shirin is my closest ally, and really friend out here. We are able to actually talk non-game shit, and I really want to go deep with her. Same with Coach. I think Coach is gonna be a major social threat in this game, wouldn't be surprised to see him end up as the robbed 4th placer or winner. I hope they're with me. I'm concerned I may be seen as a liability, or that Morgan's screams might fall upon susceptible ears. But I think that I can stick close with my alliance and be okay.

Hali voted Vince too, but I don't think she's really with us. She will probably be okay til at least the swap though, because if its not me, its gonna be Ace/Morgan. I am tempted to get rid of Morgan if we lose, not particularly because she hates me, but because Ace might consider working with us in a swap, while I'm not sure Morgan would, and that's a major liability.
I need to talk to Whit and Rodney More about non-game stuff. I feel like our conversations are me being no fun, and I want better relationships with them.

That's all for now, I'll definitely be giving more to this thread, sorry for being boring.

Peace, your noob friend who survived a tribal council,
Saaaaaassh

Haiku 3:

Morgan Hates My Guts,
Should I Give a Flying Fuck,
I don't think so, mate.

[Natalie]

Slayy Sash

[sash]

Ace came to me last night, with an explanation for why he put my name down.

He said after we lost the IC, Morgan came to him and said the two of them were on the outs of a five person alliance (very true, yet I'm not sure how she picked up on this) She said, according to him, that she would be able to pull the votes together to get out me, the purported leader of said alliance. So he wanted to stay in the majority and put my name down.

I'm not sure how much exactly I believe Ace, but he's really likable, and I wish he hadn't gone AWOL at the beginning of the season because I really would have liked to work with him. He puts in a lot of effort to conversations, and that shit is appreciated.

Speaking of Morgan, she fucking lost it. I seem not to be the target entirely anymore, as she lost her shit against Coach when he suggested she sit out this challenge, even though she said she wasn't gonna. What the hell? I don't even know, don't think I care. I think we've arrived at the point where even if my allies think I'm dangerous, allowing Morgan to get to a swap would be AWFUL, so I don't think I'll go. I'm pretty sure I've worked my way to the point of at least surviving to the swap as long as Shirin and Coach don't get spooked.

I still have no idea what's up with Hali. She voted for Vince but isn't really in our alliance. Or maybe shes with Shi, Coach, Whit and Rod, and I'm the odd one out. Whatever. I'm not gonna let my paranoia make me do anything stupid. I'm really pretty sure I'm not the next boot, so I'm not too worried about game play. However, I am trying to improve my social relationships with everyone else on the tribe. I'm scared to try to talk to the Read people because I feel like that would get back to my tribe and cause some problems. I'm pretty sure this round and one more to the swap. Will keep you posted.
Love,
Sash