F17: The one where Coach is screwed over by a girl. AGAIN

[coach]

A storm is brewing, many a casualties it will leave in its wake
People think this round is be all end all, it is nowhere near make or break
Get ready for trust to be broken, loyalties tested, tons of heart ache
No matter what happens tonight, the game will be rid of one sneaky snake.

Firstly, I am sick and tired of me putting unconditional faith in someone, only for them to turn around, take that trust and throw it in the dumpster. WHAT THE SHIT. Is there something written on my virtual face that says "Oh this asshole is a sap. His loyalty can be abused and discarded like chewing gum and spitting it out". FUCK THAT. I am done trying to cope with that. 

This round was supposed to be easy. There was so much anti-Vince sentiment. It gave rise to a group of 5. Sash, Shirin, Rodney, Whit and I. We all agreed we ALL like Morgan. Literally all of us. Sash just was too keen on making a fucking group chat. And since Morgan wasn't online, she wasn't added but we literally said we will add her when she gets back. Seriously. Morgan was never NOT going to be included. All of us like her. I told her everything about this later at night. I like her a lot on a personal level. She is super easy to talk to. Lots of spunk. Very bubbly. But JFC. What happened next was not something I could have seen coming.

Because of not being "invited to a group chat", Morgan has already set in motion a vote against Sash. She has Vince, Hali and Ace on board. I believe she thinks she has Whit with her. Maybe Rodney as well. And after putting ALL of this in place. THEN she comes to me. It made me irrationally angry. Morgan would trust FREAKING ACE before me. Like. Talking to the guy is like being questioned by a judge deciding whether or not to send you to the electric chair. "We should do this, yes?" "We should try this out, yes?" "I am a rich merchant and you are begging pauper, yes?" HALHGLKGALJGKLJL()*(*__ Seriously, I damn near went off on Morgan. Pretty sure I told her to FUCK OFF at some point. One of her reasons was, I kid you not, "If this group makes it to F6, I will be the first one out because I was not included". PALMING MY FACE AS HARD AS I CAN. The conversation stopped at a point when I said I didn't care who the vote was (I do) and all I really cared about her and I was hurt that she went behind my back (I was) but I just want to move forward together (I do). 

THANKFULLY, Whit is an angel. And Rodney is a bro (for now). Both see the situation for what it is. A god damn power struggle. Sash and (to a much lesser extent) Shirin on one side. Paranoid superfreak Morgan with Vince, Ace and Hali on the other side. 2 v 4 so it is p clear which side to go with. Whit, angel that she is, wants to play the middle. Superbrotha Rodney agrees and said he would like to form a "swing of 3" with Whit and I. I like this. Do I trust Rodney 100%? HELL NO. Do I trust Whit 100%? Not really. But a great player once said, you can always depend on people to be selfish. It is in their best interests to vote Vince since he is part of a possible 4. EVEN IF Rodney goes to Morgan and tells her that he is voting Vince, which I think he will do since they are supposed to be tight??, and Morgan tries to turn it around on me (that would suck) by painting me as being in cahoots with Sash and Shirin (I am not; IDC about Sash, Shirin is cool) it is still 3 v 4 and siding with the 3 is smarter. And I have my angel Whit who I really like and who I think really likes and trusts me. Additionally, Morgan has been getting very close with Hali. I have said I am voting Vince. I am. IDC who goes lol. If Rodney decides to side with Morgan for some reason, Sash goes and he has to explain himself to Whit, Shirin and I. I will once again try to guilt trip Morgan and make her want to work with me. Not too sure if it will work but ehhhh. If Rodney stays true to his word and votes Vince, I have to deal with Morgan blowing up on me. I wouldn't say I don't care at all. I do care about Morgan. But her thought process is really warped. 

As of right now, what I think is going to happen is a 5-4 vote. Sash, Shirin, Whit, Rodney and I will vote Vince "Vote Houdini" Sly. Ace, Hali, Morgan and Vince will vote Sashafar the snake. Do I think this will stay? NOOOOPE. There are 6 hours left till the vote. The target might change 6 times in these 6 hours because these people are crazy. Do I think I am in any danger whatsoever? NOOOOOPE. I am awesome and no matter what happens, I am safe. Not only for this round, but the next one. 

I will say this. I desperately hope aliases don't come into play in this game. I know who Hali, Whit, Rodney, Gabe, Ciera are. It has the makings of a freaking circus but I would like to play a clean game. I THINK I am doing a fairly good job of hiding my own alias but I can never be sure of that. Lying about backstory definitely makes it easier. The poems help. I try to mix up how I phrase things. Its hard for me but I try. This has the potential to e a very memorable game and I'd like to be a part of it for as long as possible. Dragon Slayer out.


EDIT: Typos